Two Thousand and Nine
Two great horns from east
Rampaging beautiful beast
Year of the red horn
Raise my cup of wine
I touch the sky line
Come two thousand nine !
- Haiku, by Dallas J.J.B. (12:00mn)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Knight and the Dutchess
Knight and the Dutchess
silence is your friend
walks in your dark lonely path
gloomy cold winter
you are with me now
shed no tears my dear dutchess
let me wake you up
hold my hand tonight
i will take you up sky high
wings of eternal
knight of north redeem
dance with me my dear dutchess
mend your fragile heart
broken dreams rewind
resurrect your soul and mind
neverending love
Dallas (2008) J.B.B. 12-27-08 2:00 am
silence is your friend
walks in your dark lonely path
gloomy cold winter
you are with me now
shed no tears my dear dutchess
let me wake you up
hold my hand tonight
i will take you up sky high
wings of eternal
knight of north redeem
dance with me my dear dutchess
mend your fragile heart
broken dreams rewind
resurrect your soul and mind
neverending love
Dallas (2008) J.B.B. 12-27-08 2:00 am
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Competition
Girls always think that guys are being competitive especially when it comes to sports and other kinds of stuff. It's like we feel great when we make the losers humiliated. Cool or Not ?
Actually... its not just guys.. Girls too.. XD
Taladder's Sky
look at the high moon
raise your cup with the old gods
immortals arise
it pours elixir
feel burning eternal life
infinite time length
lets drink more tonight
dance with the eight immortals
scholars in my vivid dream
drunken king released
like a dragon soaring wild
ill embrace the clouds
toast for the new age
moon is not fading tonight
my soul relentless
- (12.21.08) Dallas J.B.B.
(i wrote this when i was drunk last night after party and another gig-inuman)
raise your cup with the old gods
immortals arise
it pours elixir
feel burning eternal life
infinite time length
lets drink more tonight
dance with the eight immortals
scholars in my vivid dream
drunken king released
like a dragon soaring wild
ill embrace the clouds
toast for the new age
moon is not fading tonight
my soul relentless
- (12.21.08) Dallas J.B.B.
(i wrote this when i was drunk last night after party and another gig-inuman)
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Serepheneria
my final salute
i left my stage for eons
welcome dream breaker
cast my curse behind
falling pear petals for you
covering velvet
do not weep tonight
look for sprit of true eye
see my blue comet
- Haiku by Dallas. J.B.B. (12.19.2008)
i left my stage for eons
welcome dream breaker
cast my curse behind
falling pear petals for you
covering velvet
do not weep tonight
look for sprit of true eye
see my blue comet
- Haiku by Dallas. J.B.B. (12.19.2008)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Long lost love...
Dear Tissipeia,
"its been two weeks since they started to attack versalis city.. we can't hold the bridge anymore..It is quite cool weather here now and some snow upon the ground but not enough to make sleighing. it seems that this war cannot be ended by lots of sacrificial lambs like us. lord maximillian is also dying because most of his vital organs got hit by some sorcery. our southern army has already surrendered after being mass attacked by draconians as well. believe it or not, i saw captain rix used his ancient trance, yes, the forbidden shadowflames of nether mist.. just like in the books we used to read together. hey, i still have your letters..i always read them when i feel down and missing you. I get lonesome sometimes and I not know what to do, if I ever get out of the service alive i am going to settle down and get married. I hope i could go back home and have a nice afternoon tea with you. i'm going home, i will survive this war, marry you, start a family.. we will be back together. i miss you.. i love you.. my dear you dont know how glad i would be if i could get to see you once more on earth it would be great pleasure ... to hear that peace was made so i could come home to see you and to stay with you the remainder of my days and to enjoy myself with you."
Sincerely yours,
Nexume Cirdan Bloodmourne
"my heart only belongs to you.. please take care of yourself, do the best you can and do not grieve after me.."
- Nexume
- Long lost war letter of Nexume Cirdan Bloodmourne for Tissipeia O'erthe. A part of a war and romance book "Draeganheim" made by me. ^^
"its been two weeks since they started to attack versalis city.. we can't hold the bridge anymore..It is quite cool weather here now and some snow upon the ground but not enough to make sleighing. it seems that this war cannot be ended by lots of sacrificial lambs like us. lord maximillian is also dying because most of his vital organs got hit by some sorcery. our southern army has already surrendered after being mass attacked by draconians as well. believe it or not, i saw captain rix used his ancient trance, yes, the forbidden shadowflames of nether mist.. just like in the books we used to read together. hey, i still have your letters..i always read them when i feel down and missing you. I get lonesome sometimes and I not know what to do, if I ever get out of the service alive i am going to settle down and get married. I hope i could go back home and have a nice afternoon tea with you. i'm going home, i will survive this war, marry you, start a family.. we will be back together. i miss you.. i love you.. my dear you dont know how glad i would be if i could get to see you once more on earth it would be great pleasure ... to hear that peace was made so i could come home to see you and to stay with you the remainder of my days and to enjoy myself with you."
Sincerely yours,
Nexume Cirdan Bloodmourne
"my heart only belongs to you.. please take care of yourself, do the best you can and do not grieve after me.."
- Nexume
- Long lost war letter of Nexume Cirdan Bloodmourne for Tissipeia O'erthe. A part of a war and romance book "Draeganheim" made by me. ^^
Southern Cottage
I found her in a cottage, full of hand paints and leaves
there was a letter on the table, full dreams!
Singing with the wind as the earth plays the flute
and the fire dances around her, sky breeze!
I saw her yesterday painting her cottage with cats
so colorful, so artistic, paw prints and hand marks
every corner looks lively and sweet
i sense the spirit of this house made of wood
And the end of the day
i want to leave the this place smiling
im a poor minstrel, living day by day with my guitar
watching you each day fills my mind with happy moments
someday, we will be together...
- Jason B.
there was a letter on the table, full dreams!
Singing with the wind as the earth plays the flute
and the fire dances around her, sky breeze!
I saw her yesterday painting her cottage with cats
so colorful, so artistic, paw prints and hand marks
every corner looks lively and sweet
i sense the spirit of this house made of wood
And the end of the day
i want to leave the this place smiling
im a poor minstrel, living day by day with my guitar
watching you each day fills my mind with happy moments
someday, we will be together...
- Jason B.
Three Point One Four
I was playing Osu! yesterday, its a game where dexterity and accuracy is needed. All you need to do is to follow the beat of the song by clicking the dots that flashes on the screen using your mouse. So, i downloaded some songs.. like DragonballZ, CaramelDansen, Daftpunk (Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger)... but this song from Bloodhound Gang caught my attention. Bloodhound Gang is an american alternative rock band and most of their songs have satyrical lyrics.. well its a cool band. So i played this song in Osu! here is the lyrics...
Three Point One Four
My last girlfriend didn't like me thought she might be,
Most likely a dyke she just didn't excite me,
Lefty? Yeah but that was alright,
She was hotter than the sun but she just wasn't that bright,
My mistake she was more flaky than a leper colony,
I think a wooden clothespin would have been much better company,
Ass like a donkey acting funky gave her "L" now she's a flunky,
So my love for her died quicker than a batch of Sea Monkeys,
Early bird gets the worm spread your legs or spread the word,
So what if I'm not the smartest peanut in the turd,
I'm white which goes with everything but I can come in any color,
And I'm looking for the kind of girl that reminds me of my mother,
But it's hard to find a girl with a viper tattooed on her tushy,
And how many girls do you know that can play the harmonica with their pussies?
Like em' easy and hot and sweet like a Rice Krispie Treat, gee,
You know what I really want in a girl? Me,
I need to find a new vagina,
Any kind of new vagina,
It's hard to rhyme a word like vagina,
Calvin Klein? Kind of North Carolina,
Women are like dog, doo, hear me through don't interrupt,
It's just the older that they are the easier they get to pick-up,
I'd fill the generation gap clean the cobwebs from her rafters,
Old hens would rather put out than be put out to the pasture,
No age just ain't a gauge I like my girls like my cheese,
Preferably for me fat-free American singles only,
I want my next chick anorexic, the winner is the thinner,
Won't have to take her skinny ass out to a fancy dinner,
Like Sizzler she got a beef we'll chew the fat,
If I forget to put the seat up I can put up with her crap,
Let her lash out and crack the whip but not in bed I don't play rough,
No I can't be tied down with a girl that wants me tied up,
Just independent like NOFX ,smart like Janeane Garafolo,
She'd use big words to make fun of me so that I would never know,
Bestow upon me all her wisdom of the Dewey Decimal System, gee,
You know what I really want in a girl? Me,
"I think on the first record there's stuff that [offended people]… Really we're not trying to shock anybody, we're just saying things that we laugh at..." - Daddy Long Legs – Vocalist
Three Point One Four
My last girlfriend didn't like me thought she might be,
Most likely a dyke she just didn't excite me,
Lefty? Yeah but that was alright,
She was hotter than the sun but she just wasn't that bright,
My mistake she was more flaky than a leper colony,
I think a wooden clothespin would have been much better company,
Ass like a donkey acting funky gave her "L" now she's a flunky,
So my love for her died quicker than a batch of Sea Monkeys,
Early bird gets the worm spread your legs or spread the word,
So what if I'm not the smartest peanut in the turd,
I'm white which goes with everything but I can come in any color,
And I'm looking for the kind of girl that reminds me of my mother,
But it's hard to find a girl with a viper tattooed on her tushy,
And how many girls do you know that can play the harmonica with their pussies?
Like em' easy and hot and sweet like a Rice Krispie Treat, gee,
You know what I really want in a girl? Me,
I need to find a new vagina,
Any kind of new vagina,
It's hard to rhyme a word like vagina,
Calvin Klein? Kind of North Carolina,
Women are like dog, doo, hear me through don't interrupt,
It's just the older that they are the easier they get to pick-up,
I'd fill the generation gap clean the cobwebs from her rafters,
Old hens would rather put out than be put out to the pasture,
No age just ain't a gauge I like my girls like my cheese,
Preferably for me fat-free American singles only,
I want my next chick anorexic, the winner is the thinner,
Won't have to take her skinny ass out to a fancy dinner,
Like Sizzler she got a beef we'll chew the fat,
If I forget to put the seat up I can put up with her crap,
Let her lash out and crack the whip but not in bed I don't play rough,
No I can't be tied down with a girl that wants me tied up,
Just independent like NOFX ,smart like Janeane Garafolo,
She'd use big words to make fun of me so that I would never know,
Bestow upon me all her wisdom of the Dewey Decimal System, gee,
You know what I really want in a girl? Me,
"I think on the first record there's stuff that [offended people]… Really we're not trying to shock anybody, we're just saying things that we laugh at..." - Daddy Long Legs – Vocalist
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
10 RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY!
So here are 10 things that comes in my mind..
1.) Gifts! Okay, so christmas day is coming.. YEY! I received lots of gifts first week pa lang ng december, including a Sawaraki Samurai. OH YEAH! i love collecting swords. Kahit mga replica lang. What else.. hmm, puro monetary from titos and titas eh. Syempre, pang~gig to at makakasama ko na naman ang kaibigang Red Horse.. eck.. ayoko na ng Red Horse..
2.) Drums and Guitars ! So nagpunta ako last time sa new house ni uncle rebs and i was surprised na meron pala sha studio dun with two drum sets and fifteen different branded guitars. Geeee! and im sure magagaling tumugtog ang mga cousins ko. Sana pwede kami gawa ng band din? XD nasa clan talaga namin ang pagiging musician.. yan lang masasabi ko!
3.) Forums. I've been active to this "Only For Men" forums lately.. and you know, boys stuff. Like.. if you reached 200 posts and you'll get to access this BABE PICS THREADS.. and if you hit 1000 posts, you're a premium member and unli access sa "THE STUFF" yeah. like.. pics, vids and stuff. Errr? hindi mo pa rin gets? okay.. FHM Magazine Copies, Maria Ozawa and S1 Babes Pics, Asian Girls Pics.. of course may mga nudities dun and porn. Boys will be boys.
4.) What am i doing right now? I'm sittin' on my cozy chair, eating my breakfast. (Half Cup of Rice, Spam and Oatmeal). Wearing boxer shorts .. yun lang! SYEMPRE ANG LAMIG! im also charging my digicam. Na~lowbatt kahapon. huhuhu~
5.) NPA. New People's Army. Nasa news na cease fire daw sila ngayong december. Yes, i do care sa ganitong issues. Ano kala mo sa akin, Work-Play lang ? Syempre may pakealam ako sa nangyayari sa mundo. hahaa, Ayoko na maulit ang nangyari last december 30 MRT Bombing.
6.) Animals! Alam mo bang may 1000 species na discover na animals sa earth last week lang ? Yeah, like giant spider and .. the only one animal who caught my attention is the Green Viper. yep, of course its poisonous.. one bite and this serpent will send you flying. LOLOLOLOL.
Now im singing.. AFRICA by Toto. Someday. If Steve Irwin is still alive.. he'll say.. CRIKEY MATE! WHAT A BEAUTY!
7.) Love.. syempre di mawawala ang usapang lab layp. I was thinking.. that if ever i found someone who is suitable for me... liligawan ko sha araw-araw? like.. from the day we met, til the day i die. Serious. I've been talking with my alter-ego about this issue... and as we all know, sweet lang ang lalake while on the "ligaw" stage (including yung pagtatago ng masasamang behaviour and habits) and after siya sagutin ng girl. HELL BREAKS LOOSE ! dyan na lalabas ang totoong ugali and stuff. Sick and tired of going to a romantic place and stuff.. tapos dun mo sasabihin lahat ng mga sweet words.. blah blah, masasabi mo pa ba yon if ever mainit sa jeep? siksikan sa MRT ? LQ kayo ? or Badtrip ang girlfriend mo? .. Syempre dapat lang. Kahit hindi maganda ang scenario, basta sabihin mo lang na mahal mo siya in times of trouble not always in a romantic place w/ candlelights blah blah.. So gusto ko baguhin ang pananaw ng mga babae na.. "SUS, ganyan naman kayong mga lalake, PARE~PAREHO KAYO!". nuff said
8.) SNOP Activity. Moments ago, yung supervisor namin na si mickey ay nagpa~games about "getting-to-know" each other. Syempre, not in our team or SNOP Team. But sa new comers na team from 23rd floor. yeah! marami sila and puro girls. WOooooooooooT! So yung game is parang BINGO. Imagine a bingo card with lots of drawings instead of numbers and every box has sumthing related to this person. How to win? Syempre, you need to fill all the boxes with the correct person's name.. so, need mo kausapin lahat ng girls sa group. Eto ako... silent type, mysterious guy.. geee.. i mean, i almost completed my card but im still having hard time communicating with people in that kind of method. Anyways, i have my own methods and stuff.. but its a good activity coz marami din ako nakilala. Meron pa nga dun Hot Mama at Sugar Mommy. OH YEAH !!!
9.) LIBRE! the best things in life are FREE. nah, im talking about the LIBRE newspaper. I saw a "manong" na kumuha ng isang damukal na LIBRE. TANGINA! LIBRE YON EH! Pero bakit marami?! papabasa nya sa mga tropapips nya? or baka gagawin nya lang pamunas ng pwet!? Oh well.. basta ang favorite kong content dun ay ang Pugad Baboy, Kalokohang Horoscope.. teka.. Scorpio ako and ang nakalagay dun.. "Smile mo pa lang, kanin na lang ang ulam" SYET ! hahaah. and of course Sports. XD
10.) About this blog. I'm writing now to exercise my brain. Hindi yung naka~tengga ka lang at nakatulala, nagiisip ng emo shit and stuff. I mean... WASTE OF BRAIN CELLS YON! I'm an intelligent person and i wont waste every second of my life, foo ! anyways, i think hanggang dito nalang ang blog ko.. dahil im playing this friggin' video game and 9pm ang maintenance nya. So, see ya later!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Random Thoughts...
Hi readers.. matagal na ata ako hindi nag susulat ng blog.
So, what makes me busy these days ?
Eto, work.. im having problems what to wear on our christmas party. Its on december 20, 2008 and our theme is Music Video Awards. Uhmmm.. ano ba maganda suutin ? I'm planning to wear Pimp suits. YEAH ! Classy dba? I like how Katt Williams dresses as a pimp. He's a stand up comedian-actor and starred as a Pimp in the movie Norbit. Pero hindi naman yata maganda if im gonna wear those pimp set, right ? btw, it costs 10,000 pesos w/ bling blings and stuff. LOL. So nag shopping ako kanina and i bought 2 Levis 501 jeans yung new release nila and some neat polo shirts from human, giordano and bench. Simple stuff nalang susuutin ko. Next week i'm gonna buy a kewl jacket para sa get-up ko. XD
Last saturday i also went to SM and i bought a brand new Samsung Monitor 15" yeah! 15 inches lang dahil gusto ko yung maliit lang. yoko ng 20"+ masakit na sa mata eh. besides, may astigmatism ako. huhuh. I also bought a pack of Lucky Strike Cigarettes, my favorite, Cowboy ka ba? mag Lucky Strike ka and 6 pcs. of spark stones for my Zippo Lighter. So cool ka na nyan? LOL.
TOPICS:
(WORK)
Heto! Masaya para rin mag Graveyard Shift. I guess mas productive ako kapag gabi. buwahahaa double meaning ba? LOL. I mean.. walang hassle sa byahe from Paranaque-Ortigas back and forth. Ano ba ang bago sa office... Oh! I miss our bossing, si Michelle. Pareho kami Mapuan and she's so nice and bubbly. Get well soon. XD Ano nga pala.. ano ba mga pet peeves ko dito sa office.. ahh si Smiley! yep, smiley ang tawag ko sa kanya kase ang Face pa lang. parang ayaw ngumiti.. he's looks like an asshole and walang manners. Nagpapalakasan pa sila mag "BURP" w/ his subordinates. Stupid! And also, some newly hired people here... yung nasa tapat ko, Kanta ng kanta and im fuckin' pissed. I mean, Charice Pempengco ka ba? So here i am, grabbin' my headset and now listening to Deicide. I'm having problems with my Microsoft Outlook as well, i cant send/receive emails good. Buti nalang nakausap ko si Precious and she fixed everything for me. (wooot~ nice name, cute kya sha?)
(MUSIC)
I'm a metalhead, although i dont dress like metalhead. I downloaded Bathory - Hammerheart album last thursday. What's Bathory?! It's a Blackmetal Band who play Viking Metal sub-genre of metal music. Okay, so hindi mo trip ang heavymetal.. but Viking metal talks about adventures, wars and norse stuff. LONG LIVE ODIN and THOR! MABUHAY ANG ASGARD ! hahaha. i love Norse mythology. oh! I've been listening to Aluto these past few weeks.. Ano sila eh.. Pair, its like MYMP. Yung guy on vocals-guitars and teh very uber cute lady on violin. the song? Michi~To You All :
here's the link : Aluto - Michi To You All
It's a nice song listen to it..
(ART)
I'm interested sa book na nakita ko sa Fully Booked. It's a book of nude paintings. Walang malisya pero maganda ang book, iba't ibang painting style and almost lahat ng nasa painting ay women. Why women ? i dunno.. but in my opinion, men loves to draw a women's body because waaaaay~back zillion years ago, (Bible) eve is part of adam. So.. that means. kung galing sa lalake ang babae.. its just that men loves to paint a part of him.. his life .. part of his life. Another explanation ng naughty mind ko is.. sexy kase ang babae, i mean.. lahat ng model dun puro magaganda ang curves and breasts. You know, pagdating sa ganyan, i know what is "good" and what is not. So nag drawing din ako ng sa akin, kahit walang model, of course malufet imagination ko. Hahaha!
(FOOD)
Batchoy ! Iloilo's Finest ! when i was a kid.. my dad/mom used to treat me in a batchoy house after having a *paiyakan* na haircut.. and DAMN ! Ang sarap ! the best ! Noodles + Chicken + Beef + Chicharon + yung sabaw na hindi ko alam kung ano yon.. hahaha. Kaya ko siguro favorite to dahil Iloilo ang Birthplace ko !
(LOVE)
Wolfheart
stuck in this solitary life.. im a lone wolf..
i only howl because you're so far away....
my homeland is gone.. you are my home..
you are my love.. you are my prey..
under the golden sun i race with my brothers ..
under the silver moon i cry with my sisters...
so far away.. i can't reach for you.. be near me..
only darkness envelops my heart..
envy is crawling under my skin..
blood rushes through my veins..
my hunger for you is growing strong...
i love your smile.. i love your hair..
i love your scent... my prey.. my desire..
- Dallas
//-END-\\
Closing song..
Michi~ To You All
So, what makes me busy these days ?
Eto, work.. im having problems what to wear on our christmas party. Its on december 20, 2008 and our theme is Music Video Awards. Uhmmm.. ano ba maganda suutin ? I'm planning to wear Pimp suits. YEAH ! Classy dba? I like how Katt Williams dresses as a pimp. He's a stand up comedian-actor and starred as a Pimp in the movie Norbit. Pero hindi naman yata maganda if im gonna wear those pimp set, right ? btw, it costs 10,000 pesos w/ bling blings and stuff. LOL. So nag shopping ako kanina and i bought 2 Levis 501 jeans yung new release nila and some neat polo shirts from human, giordano and bench. Simple stuff nalang susuutin ko. Next week i'm gonna buy a kewl jacket para sa get-up ko. XD
Last saturday i also went to SM and i bought a brand new Samsung Monitor 15" yeah! 15 inches lang dahil gusto ko yung maliit lang. yoko ng 20"+ masakit na sa mata eh. besides, may astigmatism ako. huhuh. I also bought a pack of Lucky Strike Cigarettes, my favorite, Cowboy ka ba? mag Lucky Strike ka and 6 pcs. of spark stones for my Zippo Lighter. So cool ka na nyan? LOL.
TOPICS:
(WORK)
Heto! Masaya para rin mag Graveyard Shift. I guess mas productive ako kapag gabi. buwahahaa double meaning ba? LOL. I mean.. walang hassle sa byahe from Paranaque-Ortigas back and forth. Ano ba ang bago sa office... Oh! I miss our bossing, si Michelle. Pareho kami Mapuan and she's so nice and bubbly. Get well soon. XD Ano nga pala.. ano ba mga pet peeves ko dito sa office.. ahh si Smiley! yep, smiley ang tawag ko sa kanya kase ang Face pa lang. parang ayaw ngumiti.. he's looks like an asshole and walang manners. Nagpapalakasan pa sila mag "BURP" w/ his subordinates. Stupid! And also, some newly hired people here... yung nasa tapat ko, Kanta ng kanta and im fuckin' pissed. I mean, Charice Pempengco ka ba? So here i am, grabbin' my headset and now listening to Deicide. I'm having problems with my Microsoft Outlook as well, i cant send/receive emails good. Buti nalang nakausap ko si Precious and she fixed everything for me. (wooot~ nice name, cute kya sha?)
(MUSIC)
I'm a metalhead, although i dont dress like metalhead. I downloaded Bathory - Hammerheart album last thursday. What's Bathory?! It's a Blackmetal Band who play Viking Metal sub-genre of metal music. Okay, so hindi mo trip ang heavymetal.. but Viking metal talks about adventures, wars and norse stuff. LONG LIVE ODIN and THOR! MABUHAY ANG ASGARD ! hahaha. i love Norse mythology. oh! I've been listening to Aluto these past few weeks.. Ano sila eh.. Pair, its like MYMP. Yung guy on vocals-guitars and teh very uber cute lady on violin. the song? Michi~To You All :
here's the link : Aluto - Michi To You All
It's a nice song listen to it..
(ART)
I'm interested sa book na nakita ko sa Fully Booked. It's a book of nude paintings. Walang malisya pero maganda ang book, iba't ibang painting style and almost lahat ng nasa painting ay women. Why women ? i dunno.. but in my opinion, men loves to draw a women's body because waaaaay~back zillion years ago, (Bible) eve is part of adam. So.. that means. kung galing sa lalake ang babae.. its just that men loves to paint a part of him.. his life .. part of his life. Another explanation ng naughty mind ko is.. sexy kase ang babae, i mean.. lahat ng model dun puro magaganda ang curves and breasts. You know, pagdating sa ganyan, i know what is "good" and what is not. So nag drawing din ako ng sa akin, kahit walang model, of course malufet imagination ko. Hahaha!
(FOOD)
Batchoy ! Iloilo's Finest ! when i was a kid.. my dad/mom used to treat me in a batchoy house after having a *paiyakan* na haircut.. and DAMN ! Ang sarap ! the best ! Noodles + Chicken + Beef + Chicharon + yung sabaw na hindi ko alam kung ano yon.. hahaha. Kaya ko siguro favorite to dahil Iloilo ang Birthplace ko !
(LOVE)
Wolfheart
stuck in this solitary life.. im a lone wolf..
i only howl because you're so far away....
my homeland is gone.. you are my home..
you are my love.. you are my prey..
under the golden sun i race with my brothers ..
under the silver moon i cry with my sisters...
so far away.. i can't reach for you.. be near me..
only darkness envelops my heart..
envy is crawling under my skin..
blood rushes through my veins..
my hunger for you is growing strong...
i love your smile.. i love your hair..
i love your scent... my prey.. my desire..
- Dallas
//-END-\\
Closing song..
Michi~ To You All
| English Translation | |
|---|---|
Just like always | |
I lose my way | |
But just one thing | |
Your smiling faces, your angry faces, everything | |
You know what I mean? (You know what I mean?) | |
Even though I live ambiguously | |
If you get lost | |
I'm positive I know the way | |
The light collects and shoots across the sky | |
And then, the road you walk | |
Forever... (Forever...) | |
Going from your hair to your voice to your mouth, to your fingertips | |
It's just as good now (It's just as good now) |
House of Mars: Long Lost Innocence.
Love perseveres. Men change.
After all that I have been through, each time that a situation calls me to remember the past, I realize that I have never really grown out of love...It's just that, I found more and learned. So true enough, it perseveres. But we learn and change.
I just thought of it when I had a conversation last night with a someone special. Weird...after a long time of trying to delete that part of my memory I started digging it out again.
I have changed a lot. Love and revenge changed me. I have loved so much and when I lost it, I fought for it the wrong way. To my mistake; I'm sorry I have gotten you into that mess. Past is past. That was just it. I have lost that innocence that love has tried so hard to keep safe for me. At some point I am sorry about it, but then, I learned and I moved on. It brought me to where I am. I could only be thankful that I didn't totally drown in hell with the kind of life that we could have possibly put ourselves into. To the love that I lost; I thank you. That's it.
It hurts to think of the past, not that I am being sorry for losing or being betrayed or played on but it hurts me to realize how much time and feelings I have wasted then...and it would always hurt to realize not being able to control myself.
I have made my mistake. There's nothing that I can do about it but to move on. Having gone through it all and being honest about it to every person who would ask about it doesn't make me lesser of a person. If they wouldn't be able to accept me for that, fine. I can't do anything about their ignorance. As I have always said before; I am not born to please anybody.
Until I found out I am inlove again, I promised I wouldn't make the same mistake and would try hard to keep it...for good...and may God help me keep it...let the universe conspire...
If it wouldn't be now, then may be next year, the next year or the next and other next...I don't care how long it would let me wait...for as long as it doesn't lead me back to the same trash...
After all that I have been through, each time that a situation calls me to remember the past, I realize that I have never really grown out of love...It's just that, I found more and learned. So true enough, it perseveres. But we learn and change.
I just thought of it when I had a conversation last night with a someone special. Weird...after a long time of trying to delete that part of my memory I started digging it out again.
I have changed a lot. Love and revenge changed me. I have loved so much and when I lost it, I fought for it the wrong way. To my mistake; I'm sorry I have gotten you into that mess. Past is past. That was just it. I have lost that innocence that love has tried so hard to keep safe for me. At some point I am sorry about it, but then, I learned and I moved on. It brought me to where I am. I could only be thankful that I didn't totally drown in hell with the kind of life that we could have possibly put ourselves into. To the love that I lost; I thank you. That's it.
It hurts to think of the past, not that I am being sorry for losing or being betrayed or played on but it hurts me to realize how much time and feelings I have wasted then...and it would always hurt to realize not being able to control myself.
I have made my mistake. There's nothing that I can do about it but to move on. Having gone through it all and being honest about it to every person who would ask about it doesn't make me lesser of a person. If they wouldn't be able to accept me for that, fine. I can't do anything about their ignorance. As I have always said before; I am not born to please anybody.
Until I found out I am inlove again, I promised I wouldn't make the same mistake and would try hard to keep it...for good...and may God help me keep it...let the universe conspire...
If it wouldn't be now, then may be next year, the next year or the next and other next...I don't care how long it would let me wait...for as long as it doesn't lead me back to the same trash...
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