A Story....

G: if ever may away kau ng gf mo tas galit na galit xa anu gagawin mo?
B: ako.
G: uu
B: it depends kung kaninong fault
G: kunwari sau
B: if its my fault... id say sorry.. ill tell the truth para di na lumaki ang problem.
B: ill wait for her to take her time to forgive me.
B: hanggang sa maaari.. gusto ko maayos agad
B: because i dont wanna lose her.
B: having a girlfriend is not like picking a food sa menu..
B: its like.. having the person that you're going to marry
B: when i was young cguro.. ganun lang. as in display.. and para masabi lang na may gf ka
B: but now.. as i grow old.. nagiging iba na yung point of view ko
B: cguro i made some mistakes dati
G: hmmm..
B: but.. as time goes by
B: natututo ako sa mistakes ko
B: di ko deny na nanloko din ako dati
B: naging two timer..
B: and big liar
B: and i learned my lesson
B: not just a lesson ha...
B: I learned it the HARD Way !
B: and ayun..
B: habang tumatanda.. nagiging iba na nga point of view ko..
B: dati kase parang puppy puppy love lang.. and stuff....
B: pero syempre.. habang tumatanda ka..
B: namimili ka na ng girl
B: na makakasama mo sa buong buhay mo
B: til the day i die.
G: haha...
G: tell me somethng about the two timer thing
G: if its ok..
B: ako...
B: yung nangyari dati ?
G: yup..
B: okay
B: ill share it with you
G: panu ngyri...
B: here it goes
G: at baket?
G: go
B: there was a sweet guy....
B: (me)
B: who craves for love...
B: and attention
B: one time... nagkaroon sha ng friend na girl.
B: first they became buddies..
B: and then naging bandmate.
B: nagkaligawan.. and stuff.
B: they became close
B: torpe din yung guy eh
B: shet
G: haha'
B: pero naging sila.
B: but our bastard hero... thinks that ... that love is not enough for him
B: so.. he seeks more.. attention
B: not just a normal attention from his friends or peers.. dahil medyo "popular" sha
B: and influencial cool jackass
B: pero yung hinahanap nya sa gf nya.. yung ibang qualities na meron ang NEW girl that he met sa isang party.
B: of course.. naging close sila..
G: taposssss
B: being sweet that he is... na fall yung NEW Girl sa kanya.
B: and this guy...
B: loves the sweetness and thoughtfulness of this new girl
G: hmm
B: but he also like his first girl's assertiveness and patience...
B: kung ano ang meron sa isa.. yun ang wala sa isa... vice versa..
B: now.. this guy is confused..
B: he loved both girls...
B: a kind of love.. that he thinks he's not cheating....
B: wala sa mind nya na nagccheat sha.. dahil nararamdaman nya lang ang pagmamahal sa dalawang girls...
B: pero ang hindi nya alam....
B: nagiging unfair.. dahil hindi na sha honest...
B: until the time na hindi nya na matiis ang guilt nya...
B: sinabi nya ang truth sa dalawa...
G: mygod.. tapos?
B: he recieved the greatest bichslapping of his lifetime...
B: not physically..
B: but mentally... emotionally...
B: both parties.. suffered.. cried so hard...
B: all parties...
B: the guy understand and appreciate all the efforts ng mga girlfriends nya...
B: pero... bakit ganun..
B: kulang pa ang pagmamahal ng isa?
B: so.. ayun...
B: he lost BOTH
G: ><
B: and it hurts...
B: hindi ko naman talaga intended manloko..
B: i fell in love in wrong time.. wrong place....
B: wala
B: that was a loong time ako.. like.. 6 years.
B: actually.. I cant let go sa dalawa ...
B: pero i reflected...
B: so ayun dba.. i told the truth sa dalawa.
B: i asked for forgiveness...
B: i told them how much i loved them... how much i appreciate everything theyve done for me... i told them that i want to love them everyday...
B: but..
B: im a failure...
B: i felt so guilty.. and ashamed...
B: its not my intention na paglaruan ko sila...
B: since i cant choose between those special girls who i loved the most....
B: ako nalang ang lalayo....
B: so ayun... nag sorry ako sa family nila
B: sa parents.. brothers... sisters..
B: i was forgiven naman
B: napatawad ako ng both girls..
B: pero hindi ko pa rin mapatawad ang sarili ko
B: kaya ako nalang talaga ang lumayo

waawaa

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GALING MO TODE !!!

Empire Kakretia

Empire Kakretia
by: Loqo (Plague)

The smell of bitch is upon us
They march the battlefields of Novus
On their crotch a sticky trail thus follows
Behold! Empire Kakretia.

Defend, your deek! Your taste is sweet!
Empire Kakretia.

From the parlors to the gey bars
Diminishing the worth of money
They teach them to be naughty
The lessons are taught in handjobs.

Defend, your deek! Your taste is sweet!
Empire Kakretia.

In the pursuit of physical pleasure
Flesh and rubber in one bonobo union

BIG HARD KAKS FOR THE HOMO MORONS!

Bird Flight

Bird Flight
by: Razorkack (Plague)


69696969696

Sixty nine Six nine
Bow now to the new bonobo
The Kak of DECEM has cum
feel the Squirting Force...

Hear the Pumping Sounds...
...child of the kak, you were denied that you're guy
the lipsticks are your mark
Ascendance your Bird Flight

69696969696

Your milkbath is this crystal clear
DECEM has chosen you, you need not fear
In his guiding hand he hold the spear,
an arrow looks like a kak

you must adhere
...child of the kak, you were denied that you're guy
the lipsticks are your mark
Ascendance your Bird Flight

69696969696...

WALA LANG... HAHAAA

Dallas Mc Kak

Gamer Name:

Dallas

Class:

Ranger-Warder Cross Class

Game Server:

RF Online - Altrax

Race:

Accretia

Guild:

Plague

Achievements:

First and Last Kak Archon
69th Legion of Accretia Altrax
That's My Boy 1990
Hohentai's Lifetime Menyek Achievement Award
RF Cheat and Hacks Best All-Star Professor Award

CW BEST DDNM-er Award
Kartella Bugger Award
Sette, Ether and Cauldron Terrain Bug Award
Multipatch-No Patch
Goldhack
Attack Speedhack
Mine +4 Ores Hack
Consumables Hacks
Change lvl/pt req. of weapons/armors
NameHack
Speed Hack/Blink
Server Crash-Dupe Items
Dodge Hack
Master Skills
No Cooldown Buffs
Fly Hack
Make Untradeable>Tradeable
Edit Pt Level
Hotswap Mastery
UnlimitedRange
Overbuffs
GM Commands using SQL Injector
Archon/Council Buffs
WPE-CE Mastery

....NEW: Premium Item Jades Expiration Date Removal

HACKER!

White Hat Hacker

A white hat hacker, also rendered as whitehat or white-hat, is in the realm of information technology, a person who is ethically opposed to the abuse of computer systems. Realizing that the Internet now represents human voices from all around the world makes the defense of its integrity an important pastime for many. A white hat generally focuses on securing IT systems, whereas a black hat (the opposite) would like to break into them but this is a simplification. A black hat will wish to secure his own machine, and a white hat might need to break into a black hat's machine in the course of an investigation. What exactly differentiates white hats and black hats is open to interpretation, but white hats tend to cite altruistic motivations.



Grey or Brown Hat Hacker

A hacker of this type is a skilled hacker who sometimes acts legally and in good will and sometimes not. They are a hybrid between white and black hat hackers. They hack for no personal gain and do not have malicious intentions, but occasionally may or may not commit crimes in their actions. There is no distinction between grey and brown for hackers in this category.



Black Hat Hacker

A black hat or black-hat hacker is a malicious or criminal person, which some in the computer industry would rather label "cracker". That said, the term hacker is also commonly used in mainstream media as a synonym for "black hat hacker". However, in computer jargon, the meaning of "hacker" is much more broad. Usually a Black Hat refers to a person that maintains knowledge of the vulnerabilities and exploits they find as secret for private advantage, not revealing them either to the general public or manufacturer for correction. Many Black Hats promote individual freedom and accessibility over privacy and security. Black Hats may seek to expand holes in systems; any attempts made to patch software are generally to prevent others from also compromising a system they have already obtained secure control over. A Black Hat cracker may have access to 0-day exploits (private software that exploits security vulnerabilities; 0-day exploits have not been distributed to the public). In the most extreme cases, Black Hats may work to cause damage maliciously, and/or make threats to do so for blackmail purposes.

OFFICE TOOLS!

Heto ang laman ng aking Pedestal: Ayan may Alchohol para syempre malinis area ko. Hairstyle Wax na Gatsby para mag mukang neat tingnan. haha Ayun! may CD ng Devil May Cry 3 yeah ! Meron din Full episodes ng One Piece from Episode 1 hanggang sa Sky Island Saga. Pencils, Pens, Marker... may Hidden payslip pa... at Diego Paper Bag!


Eto naman ang Left part ng Desk ko, Puro pangtatak, Stapler, Pens at MORE PAPERS! Meron din Alcohol, pero wag ka! Amoy Emperador Brandy yan ! wahahaha. Nakalatay pa Digicam ko..at Wallet.. Bulletin Board ko for Scheds and Reports... uy! may SOGO Banner sa baba ! CLEAN AND SANITIZED FOR YOU PROTECTION! yeah malinis talaga work place ko!


Eto na ako right area ng desk ko. My Cowboy Hat.. yey! Cowboy Hat! Including my company Lap top.. with wallpaper pa ng favorite Deathmetal Band ko, Deicide. katabi nun ang ESKINOL MASTER! Sikreto ng mga gwapo! Black leather wallet, maraming laman yan. Puro I.D.! wahahah. Celphone ko na Nokia 6170... 3 years na kami nyan ang going strong. May Wallpaper pa ako sa likod ng Frilled Lizard, para hindi ko makita ang mga pangit na people sa likod. Pistons Keychain 2nd favorite Basketball Team, wala na kase Dallas Mavericks naubusan daw. MORE PAPERS!!!! My new bag..i forgot the brand. pero maganda sha at suitable for everyday adventure. LOL. And.................. my Payslip.

That's all for now! Stay Cool. XD

DREAM : January 18, 2008

Lahat naman tayo nagkakaroon ng dreams when we sleep.. Let me share my dream kanina..

"Nagpapa~Spa ako at nakadapa pero weird dahil naka school uniform ako habang minamasahe.
Black slacks, COCC t-shirt at white na polo w/ patch ng St. Andrew's school. Morning yon.. then bigla nalang ako inaresto ng naka silver toga people. Galing nga eh, hindi ako pumalag. LOL.
Naglakad kami nang naglakad.. na reach namin ang place na punong puno ng palayan at kawayan.
Kaliwa't kanan ang nilakad namin kasama ang mga classmates ko nung highschool. Lahat kami nakaposas at nagkkwentuhan na parang field trip. Walang sandata ang mga kumidnap sa amin pero sunod sunuran pa rin kami sa kanilang mga yapak.

Nakarating kami sa kanilang "homebase", at doon ko nakita ang lalakeng maskulado at may balbas. Si Leonidas ! (of the movie "The 300"). So, in short, nahuli ako ng mga spartans. Hindi na nagkaroon ng intro. sa pagdating namin. Pinasok na agad kami sa aming mga barracks at dun naka tambay na parang naghihintay ng flag ceremony. Dumungaw ako sa labas at nakita ko ang daan-daang mga estudyante ng St. Andrew's ang nagsasanay ng pankreon, yun parang greek martial arts. tae yan! hahaah. dun ko naisipan na kailangan ko tumakas. Pinagmasdan ko ang mga bantay at ang mga posisyon nila. Kakaiba ang mga nakita ko.. may mga radio communicator sila at naka silver geek suit at helmet. Andun pa ang Manong Guard namin sa opisina na nagsisilbing taga bilang ng mga estudyante. LOL. Pagtingin ko sa labas, andun ang mga classmates ko na sila Jethro at friends. Nasa kotse sila at parang tatakas na... So, lumabas ako ng barracks. Hindi nga ako sinaway..naglakad ako mag isa sa open field habang papalapit sa kotse. Biglang narininig ko ang mga katagang.. "SNIPER SNIPER!", sabi ng Manong Guard habang pinagmamasdan ako. Ako naman para hindi mag mukang obvious, paglapit ko sa sasakyan.. at siksikan na pala sila at dahan dahang bumalik sa barracks.

Di nagtagal pinalabas ang buong class namin kasama ang class ng iba. Turn na daw namin mag sanay ng Pankreon. At the same time, nag lunch time na ang mga guards dahil hapon na.. Yes! walang bantay. Naka scooter lumabas ang mga guards para bumili ng ulam. Yun na ang pagkakataon na tumakas. Tumakas nga kami! Tinakbo namin ng tinakbo ang kaharian ni Leonidas na pawang walang katapusan. Kasama ko sa mga tumakbo si Noel Comia, Daradar at Marcial. Mga highschool friends. Pagdating namin sa kalsada... naging FORK ang daan. Meaning....3 Way sha. So dun kami naghiwa-hiwalay... No more farewell nor goodbyes... basta tumakbo lang kami agad !

Habang tumaktakbo palayo sa kampo, nasilayan ko ang maliit ng pagawaan ng scooter. (Weird dba? May motor shop kela Leonidas) Pumasok ako.. at may nakausap ako na matanda. Nagmakaawa ako na ilabas ako dun sa Exit point. Pumayag sha.. pero kailangan nya ng kapalit. Nakakita ako ng bisikleta sa tabi ko at sabi ko.. "Heto ang kapalit, isang biskleta !". DEAL ! So sinakay nya ako sa Scooter nyang malufet at binalik sa Exit Point. Ang Exit Point ay putol na puno na maraming ugat. Simula dito, ilang lakaran nalang pauwi sa bahay. Yun ang pagkakaalala ko. So nilakad ko ang daan...nakasalubong ko sila Comia at Marcial (At naka bisikleta na sila, mukang ninakaw nila yung pinang-uto ko na bisikleta kay manong) Umangkas ako sa kanila pauwi sa bahay. Nagulat ako at nakasalubong namin yung Spartan geek na naka Silver Suit at Helmet. Tatlo sila na naka scooter. Yung dalawa dumiretso.. yung isa, nag Drift at hinabol kami.
Well.. matagal tagal na habulan yon but in the end.. Panalo pa rin yung Nakaw na bike ni Manong. Nakarating na kami sa dulo.. dun sa mga madamong lugar at pader na kawayan. Yes ! Makakauwi na ako! Nagbago na rin mga kasama ko... hindi na si Comia at Marcial, naging Gerald at Olan na! (Mga kapitbahay ko) Hahahaa galing no?

Naglakad kami palabas.. ngunit nakita ko sa labas ay dagat na may malalakas na alon.. TANGINA! SHIT ! Nasa Sparta, Greece ako! Maraming ruins sa paligid at kay ganda ng dagat. Naglakad ako patungo sa dalampasigan. Greenish-Blue ang kulang ng dagat sasaktuhan pa ng makulimlim na tanghali. Sa paligid namin ay punong puno ng mga ruins o mga sirang gusali na pinaglipasan na ng panahon. Naglakad pa ako sa dalampasigan... ramdam ko ang tubig at maliliit na alon sa aking binti. Sa di kalayuan ay nakita ko ang parang kweba o tempulo... oo malaking temple ruins. Natatakpan to ng alon from time to time. Maganda ang dekorasyon nito at parang gusto ko pasukin ngunit hindi ako marunong lumangoy. Inalon ako...at nadulas. Napahiga ako sa mga puting buhangin. Kumapit ako sa buhangin ngunit lumulubog lang ang kamay ko dito na parang kumunoy. Habang lumalakas ang alon ay patuloy ako hinahatak ng dagat. Paulit ulit habang halos lubog na ako at malapit na kunin ng dagat.. binaon ko ang mga daliri ko sa mga buhangin at hinatak pataas ang akin katawan sa lupa.. at doon natapos ang akin panaghinip.."

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

..to be continued

My Last Duchess

That's my last duchess painted on the wall,
Looking as if she were alive. I call
That piece a wonder, now: Frà Pandolf's hands
Worked busily a day, and there she stands.
Will't please you sit and look at her? I said
"Frà Pandolf" by design, for never read
Strangers like you that pictured countenance,
The depth and passion of its earnest glance,
But to myself they turned (since none puts by
The curtain I have drawn for you, but I)
And seemed as they would ask me, if they durst,
How such a glance came there; so, not the first
Are you to turn and ask thus. Sir, 'twas not
Her husband's presence only, called that spot
Of joy into the Duchess' cheek: perhaps
Frà Pandolf chanced to say "Her mantle laps
"Over my lady's wrist too much," or "Paint
"Must never hope to reproduce the faint
"Half-flush that dies along her throat": such stuff
Was courtesy, she thought, and cause enough
For calling up that spot of joy. She had
A heart--how shall I say?--too soon made glad,
Too easily impressed; she liked whate'er
She looked on, and her looks went everywhere.
Sir, 'twas all one! My favor at her breast,
The dropping of the daylight in the West,
The bough of cherries some officious fool
Broke in the orchard for her, the white mule
She rode with round the terrace--all and each
Would draw from her alike the approving speech,
Or blush, at least. She thanked men--good! but thanked
Somehow--I know not how--as if she ranked
My gift of a nine-hundred-years-old name
With anybody's gift. Who'd stoop to blame
This sort of trifling? Even had you skill
In speech--which I have not--to make your will
Quite clear to such an one, and say, "Just this
"Or that in you disgusts me; here you miss,
"Or there exceed the mark"--and if she let
Herself be lessoned so, nor plainly set
Her wits to yours, forsooth, and make excuse,
--E'en then would be some stooping; and I choose
Never to stoop. Oh sir, she smiled, no doubt,
Whene'er I passed her; but who passed without
Much the same smile? This grew; I gave commands;
Then all smiles stopped together. There she stands
As if alive. Will't please you rise? We'll meet
The company below, then. I repeat,
The Count your master's known munificence
Is ample warrant that no just pretense
Of mine for dowry will be disallowed;
Though his fair daughter's self, as I avowed
At starting, is my object. Nay we'll go
Together down, sir. Notice Neptune, though,
Taming a sea-horse, thought a rarity,
Which Claus of Innsbruck cast in bronze for me!

-RB Mckak