Thursday, January 29, 2009

A Story....

G: if ever may away kau ng gf mo tas galit na galit xa anu gagawin mo?
B: ako.
G: uu
B: it depends kung kaninong fault
G: kunwari sau
B: if its my fault... id say sorry.. ill tell the truth para di na lumaki ang problem.
B: ill wait for her to take her time to forgive me.
B: hanggang sa maaari.. gusto ko maayos agad
B: because i dont wanna lose her.
B: having a girlfriend is not like picking a food sa menu..
B: its like.. having the person that you're going to marry
B: when i was young cguro.. ganun lang. as in display.. and para masabi lang na may gf ka
B: but now.. as i grow old.. nagiging iba na yung point of view ko
B: cguro i made some mistakes dati
G: hmmm..
B: but.. as time goes by
B: natututo ako sa mistakes ko
B: di ko deny na nanloko din ako dati
B: naging two timer..
B: and big liar
B: and i learned my lesson
B: not just a lesson ha...
B: I learned it the HARD Way !
B: and ayun..
B: habang tumatanda.. nagiging iba na nga point of view ko..
B: dati kase parang puppy puppy love lang.. and stuff....
B: pero syempre.. habang tumatanda ka..
B: namimili ka na ng girl
B: na makakasama mo sa buong buhay mo
B: til the day i die.
G: haha...
G: tell me somethng about the two timer thing
G: if its ok..
B: ako...
B: yung nangyari dati ?
G: yup..
B: okay
B: ill share it with you
G: panu ngyri...
B: here it goes
G: at baket?
G: go
B: there was a sweet guy....
B: (me)
B: who craves for love...
B: and attention
B: one time... nagkaroon sha ng friend na girl.
B: first they became buddies..
B: and then naging bandmate.
B: nagkaligawan.. and stuff.
B: they became close
B: torpe din yung guy eh
B: shet
G: haha'
B: pero naging sila.
B: but our bastard hero... thinks that ... that love is not enough for him
B: so.. he seeks more.. attention
B: not just a normal attention from his friends or peers.. dahil medyo "popular" sha
B: and influencial cool jackass
B: pero yung hinahanap nya sa gf nya.. yung ibang qualities na meron ang NEW girl that he met sa isang party.
B: of course.. naging close sila..
G: taposssss
B: being sweet that he is... na fall yung NEW Girl sa kanya.
B: and this guy...
B: loves the sweetness and thoughtfulness of this new girl
G: hmm
B: but he also like his first girl's assertiveness and patience...
B: kung ano ang meron sa isa.. yun ang wala sa isa... vice versa..
B: now.. this guy is confused..
B: he loved both girls...
B: a kind of love.. that he thinks he's not cheating....
B: wala sa mind nya na nagccheat sha.. dahil nararamdaman nya lang ang pagmamahal sa dalawang girls...
B: pero ang hindi nya alam....
B: nagiging unfair.. dahil hindi na sha honest...
B: until the time na hindi nya na matiis ang guilt nya...
B: sinabi nya ang truth sa dalawa...
G: mygod.. tapos?
B: he recieved the greatest bichslapping of his lifetime...
B: not physically..
B: but mentally... emotionally...
B: both parties.. suffered.. cried so hard...
B: all parties...
B: the guy understand and appreciate all the efforts ng mga girlfriends nya...
B: pero... bakit ganun..
B: kulang pa ang pagmamahal ng isa?
B: so.. ayun...
B: he lost BOTH
G: ><
B: and it hurts...
B: hindi ko naman talaga intended manloko..
B: i fell in love in wrong time.. wrong place....
B: wala
B: that was a loong time ako.. like.. 6 years.
B: actually.. I cant let go sa dalawa ...
B: pero i reflected...
B: so ayun dba.. i told the truth sa dalawa.
B: i asked for forgiveness...
B: i told them how much i loved them... how much i appreciate everything theyve done for me... i told them that i want to love them everyday...
B: but..
B: im a failure...
B: i felt so guilty.. and ashamed...
B: its not my intention na paglaruan ko sila...
B: since i cant choose between those special girls who i loved the most....
B: ako nalang ang lalayo....
B: so ayun... nag sorry ako sa family nila
B: sa parents.. brothers... sisters..
B: i was forgiven naman
B: napatawad ako ng both girls..
B: pero hindi ko pa rin mapatawad ang sarili ko
B: kaya ako nalang talaga ang lumayo

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