Summer Day Star

Summer Day Star, why is it red?
Last night I had sad dreams
Crying as I spoke
With red eyes
Summer Day Star, why is it lost?
I'm searching for a child who vanished
And so I will see sad dreams.

The Best Of Times !

This song is for you... where ever i go.. what ever i do... i always think of you..
We will face lots of ups and downs, just never forget our best times. I will be always be here for you. hold your hand, never let you cry and be with you till the ends of time...

Winter is coming...
Someday, i will look at the sky and pray.. thank you god for having this special person in my life...

I'll dedicate this song for you. I chose this because we may be busy with our lives and sometimes forget to communicate with each other but, we'll keep our memories in our hearts.

so here it goes:

Tonight's the night we'll make history, honey, you and I
And I'll take any risk to tie back the hands of time
And stay with you here tonight
I know you feel these are the worst of times
I do believe it's true
When people lock their doors and hide inside
Rumor has it it's the end of Paradise
But I know, if the world just passed us by
Baby I know, you wouldn't have to cry

The best of times are when I'm alone with you
Some rain some shine, we'll make this a world for two
Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime
We'll take the best, forget the rest
And someday we'll find these are the best of times
These are the best of times

The headlines read 'these are the worst of times'
I do believe it's true
I feel so helpless like a boat against the tide
I wish the summer winds could bring back Paradise
But I know, if the world turned upside down
Baby, I know you'd always be around

The best of times are when I'm alone with you
Some rain some shine, we'll make this a world for two
Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime
We'll take the best, forget the rest
And someday we'll find these are the best of times
These are the best of times

And so my friends we'll say goodnight
For time has claimed it's prize
But tonight will always last
As long as we keep alive memories of Paradise...

suddenly, i wanna drink lots of sake this coming weekend.

KANPAI ~!

10 RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY!

Here's a new program sa blog ko. hahaaha~ but before i start.
i really wanted to thank caeli for showing me the way and saving
me from being sunk in my own black hole.

So here are 10 things that comes in my mind..

1.) Konduktor sa bus na sumisingil sa mga pasahero, amoy pera ito at hindi kaaya~aya ang amoy. Masipag magtrabaho at ang serbisyo ang garantisado.

2.) Kaibigang putik, sila ang tipong kaibigang sasamahan ka sa oras ng katuwaan ngunit hindi mo alam na nakatutok pala ang kanyang mga pangil sa iyong likuran.

3.) Grammar ko sa English. Yeah ! i'm really having hard time in constructing words in english. Yep, i'm not really good at it.. so thats why i usually write my blogs in tagalog. >_<

4.) Leilei ! cute sha at kausap ko palagi sa YM. Naka Santa~hat ang picture nya today and it really looks good ! mabuhay ka kaibigan !

5.) My Sister! She's going to take teh Nursing board exam. this coming November 29-30. Pass or Fail, i will always support you my dear sister! (Pero siyempre ipasa mo !)

6.) John Testa, our ICG engineering and sales department manager. He's from St. Louis, Missouri. Soon, we're going to meet this kick-ass boss na sobrang bait sa amin ! FUCK YOU MARVIN COX !

7.) My brokenhearted friends.. marami ako kaibigang mga brokenhearted. Some are taken for granted, yung iba na two-time and yung iba iniwan ng basta basta. To my dearest friends, hangga't buhay ako, lagi ako nandito para sa inyo at handa ibigay ang attention ko. FRIENDS FOREVER!

8.) Mix Martial Arts. DAMN ! bakit ako obssessed dito ? i mean... i like this kind of sports.. but i dont like the knock out part.. and damn! why do i love this shit?? What if kung ako ang ma~knockout? anyways, mag aadvance brazillian jiu jitsu pa rin ako sa January. Since, may knowledge na ako sa Aikido (defense and counter strikes), much better if i study the art of ground control of jiu jitsu.

9.) Twilight and the other 3 books. Naalala ko ang isang friend ko na naghahanap ng books na ito and i saw it sa Fully-Booked bookshop-cafe. Humingi ako ng comment sa 4 friends ko na book lovers, and they told me that the storyline is not that good. I like the cover, especially yung sa New Moon, and also one comment sa book. "Move over! Harry Potter!". LOL. Anyways, i bought 4 of em' and ireregalo ko nalang sa pasko.

10.) Maintenance, MAINTENANCE NG RF, MAINTENANCE NG GRAND CHASE AND MAINTENANCE NG CABAL !!! I HATE TUESDAYS. LOL. I'm a hardcore gamer.. and i hate maintenance. Well, there's nothing we can do about it... para rin sa ating mga gamers to and for a better gaming experience. I already downloaded teh 1.6 GB installer ng ZX Online. Yeah! i already saw the trailers and its gameplay. It's kinda cool because meron dun parang Dragon Emperor guy who casts deathballs, dragon fire spells and all sorts of amazing one of a kind kick ass black magic spells.



That's all for now! Now i'm gonna sleep na ! CIAO!

Diamond Gallery

This lady walks in the diamond gallery
Winter breeze blows through her hair
So sweet and young
You are mine and i am yours

I am a captain of this never ending journey
Come with me, Let me take you to the endless ocean
Let's free our mind, for i am the captain of this dream caravel
No more tears, no more hunger, no more sufferings

You are mine and these two hearts sing as one
Mine only beats for you, and only you
Allow me to show you what i feel
Everything in this diamond gallery is unique and real

Walk with me to the light
Ill show you the path. Fear not ! I'm here by your side
I need you and i love you
You are my treasure

Now Let me hold your hand, hold you tight
Climb on the top of the mountain, take a deep breath
Jump together
Fall in love forever

This is the most wonderful thing that happened to my life
Our love is beyond immortality

- Dallas (2008)

KABILANG KATAUHAN

Gumising ka sa katotohanan.. hindi lahat ng bagay na gusto mo ay makukuha mo. Siguro sa paglipas ng panahon makukuha mo rin yan na parang pag-abot ng iyong mga kamay sa buwan. Na kada pag abot mo ay unti unti itong lumalapit sayo. Sa ganitong panahon, kailangan na kalimutan lahat ng mga taong nakasakit sa iyong damdamin at bigyan ng kaunting atensyon ang mga taong ito, bagkus, ikaw pa rin ang magsisilbing ilaw para sa mga nagluluksang mga puso at mga durog na pangarap.

Itago ang iyong damdamin, kalimutan na magmahal at ituloy ang iyong daan para sa mga pangarap. Hindi naman mawawala ang mga bagay na yan at mapapasaiyo din yan. Ibalik ang dating ugaling nakasanayan na, iwanan na ang pagiging sensitibo at iwasan ang mga gawain na ikakalugmok mo sa putik ng kabiguan.

Maging pasensyoso ka! Isipin mo ang mga bagay na "suntok sa buwan" ay kayang abutin!!! Nagawa mo dati ang imposible, kaya mo ulit itong gawin ngayon.
Kalimutan na lahat ng mga nahihirapan. Sarili mo nga hindi mo matulungan, yung ibang tao pa kaya?! Kung pareho lang talaga sana nagkakaintindihan ang dalawang panig, wala sanang ganito... wala sanang hinanakit. Wala sanang pusong masasaktan. Wala sanang pagbabago na mangyayari sa sarili... ewan ko! Alam ko naguguluhan ang iyong isipan.

Alam ko ginagawa mo ang ganito upang protektahan ang iyong damdamin laban sa mga bagay na ikasasakit ng iyong puso. Kaibigan... halika, sumama ka sa akin at dadalin kita sa mundo ng puot at galit. Wag ka na sumama sa isang mong katauhan na ang alam lang ay magmahal at magaruga. Wag ka na malungkot dahil sa galit na mararamdaman mo sa ating paglalakbay, ikaw ay magiging malakas ikaw ay magiging malaya! Gamitin ang utak, pati ang pusong umaalab! Tumayo ka kaibigan at wakasan na natin ang walang kwentang sayaw na to.

How to be a "ROMANTIC MAN"

Give her a compliment. Don’t just say, “You look great Honey.” Be specific. Notice her shoes or her hair. This will let her know that you’re paying attention.

Write your feelings down in a card, or on any scrap of paper for that matter. Women love it when a man takes the time to articulate his feelings and put them in writing.

Pay attention to things she says or notices, like when watching TV or shopping or out walking. If she says something like, “Oh, I’ve always loved Picasso,” file that away in your brain and then surprise her sometime with a small Picasso-themed gift. This, too, will tell her that you are bothering to learn about her and then acting on what you learn.

Light a candle for dinner or in the bedroom.

Hold her hand.

Create your own romantic ecards, photo albums, slideshows, and videos using photos of the two of you.

Put your arm on the back of her chair in a restaurant, theater, or friend’s house.

Plan a fun date . Even if you’ve been married or dating for years, women like it when a man makes a plan.

Take her in your arms in the middle of the day for no
reason and kiss her passionately.

Send a bouquet of flowers to her at work. All her female co-workers will be envious!

Give her a massage or foot rub.

Take her for a walk at night when the moon is full, or if you live in the city, take a drive away from city lights to where you can see the stars and go for a walk.

Rent a classic romantic movie you know she likes, (we don’t mind seeing the same great romantic movie over and over!) make some popcorn, put a blindfold on her and lead her to the couch.

If she’s going on a business trip, hide love notes in her suitcase.

Surprise her at work by taking her out for lunch.

Dedicate a song on the radio to her.

When she’s taking a shower, write “I Love You” on the steamed-up mirror.

Remember the day you first met, or the day you first kissed, or some other ‘first’ in your relationship and celebrate that anniversary by taking her out to dinner.

Slowly kiss her neck.

Pack a cooler or picnic basket with yummy food and take her on a picnic.

For Ladies.

Teenagers should never stay in a relationship with a guy who abuses you either physically or emotionally. Teens should never forgive a guy who abuses them in any manner. You have to be strong mentally and stay away from such a guy even if he apologizes for his behavior later on. If the guy has hurt you before chances are that he will do it again in future even if he promises not to; you have no reason to believe his word. It is a bad idea to be with someone who endangers you.

If your boyfriend does not respect you, belittles you in front of others, you should break up with him straightaway. If he is the one controlling your life, not letting you take decisions yourself, interfering with your every move, it is time for you to find someone else and move on.

If you do not trust your boyfriend anymore then walk away from such a relationship. Being honest, trusting and having faith on your guy is very important for any relationship. If you are suspicious of your guy then you would never be happy. If you feel that your boyfriend has cheated on you in the past; after apologizing and getting back together he again making the same mistake; then put an end to your relationship immediately. If you try to love someone who you do not trust will make you an insecure person; therefore it is better to stay away from such guys.

YOU ARE AFTER TWO VERY DIFFERENT THINGS

A relationship cannot survive if the two parties involved are not after the same things. If you want to be in a serious committed relationship, but your boyfriend is thinking of it as a more casual type of situation, then you are setting yourself up for disappointment. Don’t put yourself in the perfect position to get hurt. If you are looking for a potential husband, then you should be dating a man who is looking to settle down. If you are focused on your career right now and not on fostering a long-term romance, then you shouldn’t be with a man who is focused on taking your relationship to the next level of commitment. It doesn’t make any sense to pair yourself up with a guy who has different intentions than you do. After you have been dating someone exclusively for a while, you should have a talk about where your relationship is headed and where both of you want to see it going. The reason that you should wait a little while, like a couple of months, before you have the “where is this relationship headed” talk is because you need to give yourself time to figure out your feelings, and so does your boyfriend. Until the two of you have established yourselves as a couple, it is too soon to make a judgment about your desires for the future. Remember, just because you decide that you think that this relationship is worth taking to the next level, that doesn’t mean that the relationship is certainly going to last – it just means that you are both willing to find out. If you have the talk and you find out that he is not interested in making things more serious and you are, then you will be able to spare yourself of further hurt feelings by ending the relationship. If you don’t talk about what the two of you want, then you are going to wind up putting your heart on your sleeve for nothing. Even if the talk doesn’t go the way you wished it would have, it is still better to find out what your boyfriend’s intentions are so that you don’t waste your time in a relationship with someone who is not on the same page as you.

ABUSE

You should never stay in a relationship with a man who is physically or emotionally abusive towards you. Physical abuse is not something that you should forgive under any circumstances – you are worth far more than a relationship that involves domestic violence. Your boyfriend may apologize until he is red in the face, but you have to stay strong and put yourself first. If he hit you once, then you have absolutely no reason to believe him when he tells you that it will never happen again, and you should not stick around to find out. Second chances are not something that should be afforded to everyone, and violent situations are a prime example of the unforgivable when it comes to a romantic relationship. You deserve better – you deserve someone who will respect you and your safety – not someone who endangers you. If you are worried that your boyfriend will become physically abusive when you break it off, then do it in a well lit public place, and be prepared to call the police. If he threatens you, you should immediately call the authorities and get a restraining order of protection against him so that your safety is not compromised. Emotional abuse can hurt just as bad as the physical kind. If your boyfriend is constantly berating you and putting you down, you should break up with him right away. If he tries to control your life by keeping tabs on your every move and monitoring your interactions with family and friends, then you need to get out of the relationship. You are in the boss of you, no matter what. Your boyfriend has no right whatsoever to dictate your existence and you need to respect yourself enough to leave a man who tries to control and hurt you.

LACK OF TRUST

If your relationship lacks trust, then you are better off without the relationship. Honesty is the most important policy for a happy couple. It is very hard to get over deception. If you are suspicious that your boyfriend has not been faithful to you, then how are you going to enjoy your time together? First off, figure out why you don’t trust your boyfriend. If it is because you have had boyfriends cheat on you in the past, then you might be behaving unfairly. You can not transfer your mistrust of one man to another. You have to work on your ability to trust. If, on the other hand, you have caught your boyfriend in lies or he has been exhibiting signs of infidelity, or if he has cheated in the past and you forgave him but suspect he is up to his old tricks again, then you should break up with him. Trying to love someone that you do not trust will make you become a jealous and insecure person, and that is not who you want to be.

Dallas says.. "How women thinks..."

FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

FIVE MINUTES
This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.

NOTHING
This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine"

GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows)

This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine"

GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows)
This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

SOFT SIGH
Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."

GO AHEAD
At some point in the near future! re, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. PLEASE DO This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you're welcome. THANKS A LOT This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing"

HOUSE OF MARS : Talking...

Talking to one's self

Talking to one's self sounds so crazy and weird. . but it is not! Of course you wouldn't take a chance talking out loud in a public place would you? Surely, people would reasonably think that you are going nuts! Worst scenario here would be; people might think that you really are and they would end up calling authorities and in your profound wildest dream would lead you somewhere that you may least expected it. So, be wary and choose the right place to where and when you talk to your self. For me? I talk to my self for just simple heart-warming reasons and if you dread me for this? I am sorry but one thing I could assure you, I am not crazy but I just want to do this my way.

I talk to my self when I am sad; it gives me a feeling of relief in the end;

I talk to my self when I am in trouble; it gives me the ability to weigh things rationally;

I talk to my self when I am mad; it gives me the time I need to calm down;

I talk to my self when I feel hopeless; it gives me the pleasure to think optimistic;

I talk to my self when I had a fight with a loved one; it would strike me a chord and act;

I talk to my self when I am so damn exhausted; it would always loosen me up;

I talk to my self when I lost something; it gives me the assurance that I could still have those back someday;

I talk to my self when I am pressured at work; it would guarantee me the comfort of my bed at the end of the day;

I talk to my self when things go wrong; it would justify me that tomorrow is another new day;

I talk to my self when I am lonely; it would give me a direction to the store to grab an ice cream for a treat;

I talk to my self when I am bruised; it gives me an energy to re-collect myself with courage;

I talk to my self when I am bored; it would remind me to do something new and different;

I talk to my self when I felt so sluggish; it would remind me to get my energy and muscles back;

I talk to my self when I am wounded; it would remind me that sulking has no place in my heart;

But. . . .

I also talk to my self when I am happy; it gives me a gratifying big smile;

I also talk to my self when I have done well; it gives me a feeling of self worthiness;

I also talk to my self when I have won in a game; It pats me big time on my back;

I also talk to my self when I have finished my job on time; it assures me of my competency at work;

I also talk to my self when I have helped someone in need; It humbly assures me of my social obligation to others;

I also talk to my self when I made someone happy; it assures me of my capability;

I also talk to my self when I love someone; it would give me more reasons to love;

I also talk to my self when I have made my pet happy; it gives me a norturing feeling and a rewarding purr;

I also talk to my self when I have done things new to me; it would show me my other raw (untapped) potentials;

I also talk to my self when I thought about my family; it gives me a sense of longing ness;

I also talk to my self when i have seen flowers and greens; it assures me of my appreciation to nature;

I also talk to my self when I have acquired new things; it would remind me that it is not always work and indulgence is ok;

I also talk to my self when I have pacified differences; it gives me the confidence to bridge gaps ;

I also talk to my self when someone made me feel special; it would make me buy a rose and thank the person a 100X.

Undeniably yes, I talk to my self a whole lot and the good thing is? It works wonder on me. It gives me the capability to use my faculties to evaluate things, enjoy my feelings I have inside and the feeling of gratitude that I have afterwards, is a blissful reward. I am not crazy-crazy and weird-weird kinda' person but I talk to myself whenever I feel like connecting to my self and whatever state of senses I am in . . . just like I am talking to you or to anybody else.

In this world where "temporary" is a dog-eared statement and people around us tend to be unreliable and volatile as they too oftentimes gobbled by their own problems, concerns and priorities as well, we tend to shy away and distance ourselves a little and say oopps! not because they don't have ready answers for us but because demanding even a little time from them is somewhat too much for us to humbly ask for. In moments like this, we develop our own approaches and defences on how to deal with our own emotions, judgments, worries, uncertainties, questions and even happiness, joy, excitement and pleasure just to keep our sanity at bay, and the only person you could readily rely on is no other than Y-O-U - - then rely and lean on to that, talk to your self and you will be surprised to see how reliable and wonderful your shots would be that you do not need any intervention of any sort to appraise and evaluate things within our very own range of able reasoning. After all, you couldn't say no (to yourself). . . . could you?

PIMPIN '

Wasap mga peeps! Ang topic natin ngayon ay mga pimp' yeah! PIMPS! Ano ba ang mga pimps? well.. sila ay tinatawag na mga Fleshmongers or Bugaw. Sila ay nag eendorse ng mga prostitutes o nagbebenta ng laman. Syempre, malaki ang kita sa mundo na pagiging pimp. Although, dito sa pinas, medyo skwater ang mga pimp dito dahil muka silang dugyutin na naka shorts at t-shirt. Sasabihan ka pa nila "BOSS CHIX BOSS CHIX O!" Yeah.. and it sucks.. anyways kaya ko natalakay ang topic na to, ay dahil para sa Christmas Party namin. Ehhh ang theme ay Music Awards, so naisip ko.. magdadamit ako ng pimp. LOL. so nag punta ako sa isang site kung saan may pimp set na damit.. gusto ko sana mag order ng Pimp' pero mahal eh.. maganda at may discount. Pero konting araw nalang ang nalalabi.. anyways. I found some pimp quotes.. from cool pimps
	"Carry a cane to keep 'em sane... cuz crazy-ass Ho's don't make no dough!" - Bad Boy Ike
	"Pimp-in ain’t easy... so keep your Ho’s sleazy and you know they'll keep your fingers greasy." - Big Bo$$ Player
	"Slide in my ride and lets roll for the stroll." - Big Platinum Pimp
	"Room is the key when you hung to the knee." - Gold Member
	"To Pimp a Ho, or not... That ain't the question. The question is: How many Hos to make a knot?" - The Don Lebrone
	"Keep those Hos nice... and they’ll keep you in ice." - Big Dollar Leroy
	"Can't be simp-in when you out street pimp-in!" - Pimptacular Pete
	"Keep your pimp hand strong and your girls working long." - Smoke'n Sherm Williams
	"Ain't no bidness like the Ho bidness!" - Sweet Sugar Brown
	"Slap that Ho like a domino." - Two Tight Jackson
	"I stack my loot from head to boot... and trick my Ho's from head to toe." - Tyrone Feelso

HOUSE OF MARS: Wait For You

I have vowed to myself that I will not allow anyone to dampen my spirits and I will never be daunted by pessimism. If things do not go my way, then I will patiently wait for things to fall into place. I always believed that everything happens for a reason...that at the end of every dark tunnel there will be light...that every cloud has a silver lining. Lately, it seems that there is something (or someone) shrouding the silver lining of my cloud. I am hoping for my sun to finally rise and shine but my clouds still look gloomy...yet I am still unfazed. I know my time will come. My prayers will be heard and sooner than I expect it, my prayers will finally be answered. All I have to do is have faith in Him and communicate with Him as often as I can. I know He will never fail me. He always fulfills His promises especially to those who wait patiently and believe in Him. One thing I realized is that my spiritual relationship with Him became stronger and that's a silver lining to the dark cloud I have.

HOUSE OF MARS

CLOSURE

Sometimes, you love someone so much, you’re ready to give you’re all.

And you know in your heart you are giving you’re all, giving your best.

Sometimes, when you thought it’s over, fate plays with you and give you another chance.
And another.

And then you give your all, you’re best.

Or so you thought.

Sometimes, you say things that break the heart. Do things that rip the soul. And you can never take it back.

You can never take it back.

Most of the time, you just have to listen to your heart. Listen to your heart. Feel the love, and the pain that comes after the love.

And you’ll know what to do.

Sometimes, the chance that you have… is your last chance.